*bangs head into the wall*

Ok, well, as those of you know who read my last journal, I've been having issues with my computer. Until recently, I thought it was a faulty battery. Well I got a new one on Friday, and it still didn't work.

I decided to look up and see if someone online had the same problems I am having with my computer, and if there is a simple solution. Well as it turns out, a LOT of people with my computer have the exact same problem. Not only that, when they try to get help from Dell, they do nothing but continue to give them shoddy part. It's a bug with my model and Dell continues to do NOTHING about it, and it can't be fixed, or if it does get fixed, it only lasts for another few weeks.

It annoys me to no end. Especially because I have no money for a replacement, especially now with the holidays coming....I have to be so careful around my laptop's cord, if it becomes unplugged at all, my computer shuts off, and it's so frustrating when it happens, especially when working on my art. I am having no luck right now...

I just wish for once, things would go right for me...

Ya so life is kicking me down yet again. Not all that big of a surprise though.

Well first off, I am having to drop college for health reasons yet again. Pretty much the same reason as last time, though this time we actually have something we can blame the pain and fatigue on! First we found that the main pain in my abdomen is near my appendix, well actually all around. The tissue and lymph nodes around my appendix is swollen and irritated, causing me a tremendous amount of pain. And it may not only be there, that just what they caught on the actual CT Scan :3

Now as to why it's irritated and swollen. We're starting to think it's allergies. And not the sneeze, cough and watery eyes allergies, but full blown ones. I got one test, not including food, and found out the I am HIGHLY allergic to cats and oak (great for when your college is covered with said trees) and even more so with blue grass(the only grass around here I might add). Not enough to kill me, but enough to put me in the hospital. Also a few slightly less severe allergies to dogs, plantains, and a few weeds and mites. I was recently given a shot for said allergies. It's helped a little bit, with my physical well being, I've had more energy, but unfortunately the pain isn't subsiding. It's still got me curled into a ball about 75 % of the time. But we're working on it which is a good thing :3 We're further then we were a few months ago.


So ya, been kinda down myself as well. Didn't get to celebrate my birthday or Halloween, plus I've been barely able to leave the house, the pain is extreme, and even more so with the tiniest bump we hit on a car ride... I have to go to Reno tomorrow, and I know I'm gonna be dead by the time I come home.

My computer is still screwy. I got a new battery, but it didn't work! I am so angry about that. If my laptop is unplugged even for a second, it dies. Imagine how that is when your working on an extensive art project, trying to save as often as you can, then your dog runs over your cord and accidentally unplugged computer. All work is lost. It's quite annoying and happens about twice a day right now. So ya, trying to get my money back so I can get another new battery -.- Blah!

But I'm doing ok. :3
Working on revamping my website. :3 And it's been a lot of fun. However, that means the current Rose Wolf Graphics is out of date XD So if any of you want something from me commission wise (highly unlikely XD) just e-mail me or note me. :3 Trying to keep myself busy.

If you wanna talk or anything just come chat ^^ So ya, a current update on my life:3
Fun huh?

Well I just went back to college today <3 It felt so good being back, I'm excited about my classes and hopefully you'll get to start seeing improvement because of them <33 Well most of them anyway, and you will get to enjoy some new mediums from me, including Black and White Photography and Sculptures in Stone, Plaster, and Toothpicks


So ya, Really Excited bout that. And some if I get going well enough, or if I like some of my projects I'm going to offer them up for sale <3 So be on the lookout the next few weeks As I'll be starting soon

Weeeee So I entered 5 pictures in our local county fair, and I think I did fairly well. One picture placed, and I walked away with 3rd Then 3 out of my other 4 got honorable mentions, one only because it was the only one in the category XD So I am quite pleased with myself. I'll get pictures of all of them up soon. 1 Colored Pencil, 2 Graphite, and 2 B&W Photos <3

So it's been 2 months since my fiance moved up here and we're doing really well. He's living two apartments over with a roommate and doing really well. All signed up for college classes and even has one with me.

I know the economy sucks, but no one knows that more then the Disabled/Elderly/Poor of California, and I am both disabled and financially unstable. The budget cuts within our state has been awful, and causing a lot of grief for my mom and I. We literally have $15 to last us the rest of the month and could really use some help. So please, if you could spare anything, I'd really appreciate it. My work may not be the best, but it if fairly good I think. Please, please help.